What Am I?

What am I?

I am not my anxiety;

it does not define me

I am not my TODO list,

or the tasks I accomplish each week

I am not defined by what I do or feel!

I am not my fears or failures

I am not my dreams, my growth, my pleasure, nor my pain

I learn, I grow, I rise, I fall

I'm something else

Something more?

What am I?

Everything?

Nothing?

Instrument?

Insignificant?

I am a collection of particles

My feet on the Earth, 

my particles mingle with all other particles

I am connected

No "I", no "me", no "my"

Observe and learn to accept; 

don't get too involved

My doing is only for myself, no one or nothing else.

Breath calmly, try to make peace

What am I?

That is the question.