Saturday, August 19, 2023

Healthy Distance

Be relentless
Ambitious
Passionate
While free from addiction to reality

From fear, frustration, tension
For the reality-desire mismatch
To curiosity
For how it plays out 

Fly too close 
To the sun and you’ll get burnt
To the truth and you’ll get liberation 

Kick the unskillful habits
The truth shall set you free

Cause, effect
Skillful, unskillful
Noble truth

Cease fighting
Soften your approach

Each moment 
Not resisted
Is embraced
As a new, productive unfolding 
Leverage the opportunity

Unfiltered
Non-judgmental 
Objective
Observation

Not preaching to the choir
Is appealing to your best self

Maintain healthy distance from reality
Hit the brakes
Untangle
Remain backstage

The body is a mist of sensations
Sit back and let the thought storms carry away
Observe the negative atomic space

In the deep end, without rails
Swim in sensations
Unanchored

Annicca annicca annicca
This is all there is

Sunday, April 2, 2023

Present

Head dominated identity
In your head
The head dominates

Habits can oppress
Robotic, consistent determinism can trap
False sense of control

Judgment of apparent self
Is habituated by judgment of apparent other

Suffering is universal
Because of universal addiction to reality
Addictive thoughts distract

Disaggregate external noise
Amplify the internal, local
A foot in both leads to weak concentration

Let your guard down
Discover contours
Open up narrow awareness
Unclench the sensational blinders
Take the cleansing breath

Deepen the refuge
Solidify the inner sanctum

Pleasure and pain
Pleasant and unpleasant
Clarity and delusion
Waves and layers

Love
Is connection
Is energy flow
Is change

There’s only energy exchange
Animate with awareness
Feel the life force

Break the shackles
Of expectations and perceptions
From self, others, others toward self
Redefine your identity
So they don’t matter

Shed
Shoulds
Supposed tos
Compared tos
Need tos

Success is not promised
I am enough

No reservation
In iron chain of causality
For doubt
Victimhood
Ego
(Primitive)

Complement causality
With curiosity
Virtue
Wonder
(Refined)

Present
Isn't adversarial
Nor an obstacle
Embrace it as
Opportune
Abundant
Inevitable

Rewire
Desire for control
To desire for liberation

Transform the present
With attention
Into perpetual heaven
Or perpetually experience hell

Every ending is a beginning
Evolve from tolerance to embrace
Enjoy the process
That’s all there is

Friday, February 3, 2023

Impermanence

Fear of failure 
Fear of perception of failure
Full of fear

Aversion to insecurity, uncertainty, discontinuity
Attachment to outcomes
Attachment to control 
Compensate through habits
Control is an illusion

Ego sustains attachment to control
Smaller the ego
Smaller the insecurity 
Smaller the delusion of control
Reduce the surface area of attachment
Annihilate the ego

No I
No me
No my

External perceptions as ephemeral as internal thought
You can’t have the baby
Without the labor pains
Ego's antidote is impermanence

Recognition starts with the gross, physical
Progresses to the subtle, mental

Trace the arising thought
Identify the physical sensation signature
Reveal the addiction

Anicca, anicca, anicca

Observe the fundamental self
As consciousness
In context of impermanence 
Dissolve the ego 
Dissolve the self

For peace and release
To the subtlest level
Immerse in
Surrender to
Take refuge in
Inhabitat
Impermanence